The day begins..

at 3 am it should be time for sleep, but instead I toss and turn searching for rest. Searching for peace. My mind begins the battle. I fight the images of his body, his touch. I fight the need to release. Masterbation no longer helps. I need to feel the warmth of him near me. His lips on me. I toss and I turn. I struggle all night for much needed sleep but there is no comfort during a war. I go about the day tending to the kids as my mind flashes images of his sculpted abs, his firm arms, I fight the thoughts that have taken over my mind. Its a losing battle. At work I text, I email, I read, I train, I talk and laugh. Doing 20 things at once is still not keeping me from fantasizing about his mouth as he kisses me. I can almost feel his hands rub me. I pace the floor. I cannot escape the need. I think about walking through his door and dropping to my knees before him so i can take his hard cock into my mouth. I remember how amazing it feels between my lips, how i lick the shaft and suck him off. I remember the taste and my skin tingles as I sit at my desk. Officers are giving me their commands I my only thought is to lay out before him so he can kiss and lick me. Searching out my clit licking my cunt. Oh how many times has he pleasured me with that tongue. I want to cum in his mouth, squirting as I explode. Traffic stops disturbances assults are nothing to me I only care about feeling his dick slide into my pussy. Filling me and fucking me. I need to cum its all I can think about now. I struggled through 12 hours and again I am here searching for much needed sleep. All i can think about is him. How easily it would be to cum with him, for him, on him.