facing disgrace

In order to change, someone must proclaim a change in you. In order to be different someone else must see a difference in you. Without the views of others, you are nothing .. so here i am trying to change the views of others in order to be a better person.

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Location: Texas, United States

Im an easy going open minded person just trying to enjoy life reguardless of how many bumps my be on the road. oh and i also have a sexual addiction.

1.16.2011

and so the game begins

Another player on the field? Its been months since the tease began but today I see he is taking it up a notch. Ive stayed my distance but I can see myself falling. I can see myself play the game, luring him in even though I would rather not hurt him. I remind myself of the captains term: Succubus ... not the extreme but I see the point. I lean back in my chair as I watch him talk. He leans in so I can smell his new cologne. I inhale and smile. The scent could take me away. I ask what kind. My breath upon his neck makes him shiver. He stumbles on his words. This is too easy. I inhale again, this time he places his hand on my chair to balance himself. I look into his eyes, he is lost in mine. I remind myself of why I shouldn't. How many people would be hurt. Do I care? He steps back as I stand to leave, He grabs my waist.
Succubus! I laugh to myself as I walk away. Tomorrow I may not be so strong.

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