Trust Issues?

I wonder why ... I was told that I possibly have trust issues .. no possibly here .. i have major trust issues ..
I have been through hell and back and i do not want to go there again. Except I am there once again. Well maybe not as dramatic .. but the one person that i thought i could trust has shown me that I never should have opened up to him. maybe i am over reacting except that I dont think I am. I allowed myself to be put in a situation to be hurt and i shouldnt be suprised that I was hurt.
:( oh well ......................................................maybe i shouldnt have been so trusting
Ive learned a lesson ....
uggh!!!!

and worse I did shit just to be a bitch just because I was mad and immediately regret it
there is no way to take it back ..

it will prolly hurt me more than it would hurt anyone else that is involved.