facing disgrace

In order to change, someone must proclaim a change in you. In order to be different someone else must see a difference in you. Without the views of others, you are nothing .. so here i am trying to change the views of others in order to be a better person.

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Location: Texas, United States

Im an easy going open minded person just trying to enjoy life reguardless of how many bumps my be on the road. oh and i also have a sexual addiction.

5.22.2006

To the gods .....

I inhale. The smoke filled my lungs. Theres a burning in my throat.
"Cheap shit", I joked. I passed the joint. He smiled. We laugh.
I lean my head back. Close my eyes. The scent fills the room. I feel the joint upon my lips.
Inhale. My thoughts now swimming, no drowning in my head. Exhale.
I sink into the couch. He smiled. We laugh.
Another hit. Inhale.
I look at the clock, the display is racing off the wall.
Time to head for bed. The room is now spinning.
Seems literal.
Inhale. Am I standing? He smiled. We laugh.
I concentrate on my steps. My feet follow me. The floor is beneath me .. i cant feel a thing.
So simple. He smiled. We laugh.
I fall into the mattress. Inhale.
I can no longer lift my arms. He smiled. We laugh.
"What the hell was in that shit?" He smiled. We laugh.
I hear the echo.
"What the hell was in that shit?"
"What the hell was in that shit?"
"What the hell is in that shit?"
He laughs.
Exhale.
And Im out.

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