facing disgrace

In order to change, someone must proclaim a change in you. In order to be different someone else must see a difference in you. Without the views of others, you are nothing .. so here i am trying to change the views of others in order to be a better person.

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Location: Texas, United States

Im an easy going open minded person just trying to enjoy life reguardless of how many bumps my be on the road. oh and i also have a sexual addiction.

5.01.2006

Party Got Crazy ....

Went to Friday's had a great steak. Had some drinks .. There is a drink called the Snagalicious... and it is a wonderful mix of three different vodka's (i think) that taste like a handful of lime skittles. It was good. Downed about 3 or 4 of them then headed out to Strip club. By that time the number of us had jumped from 4 to 8 only one man (R) one of the chics with us is gfriend. Started with shots and everyone got wild. Gfriend is sitting in the corner of the room watching ... I asked if she was okay and she responded, "yea im great i just threw everything up" ... "ummm... okay....." i thought that was an odd response but what ever .. i went back to drinking and having fun.. (not the crazy part) ... girls started flashing everyone .. and dancing along with the waitress and other dancers ... enjoying each other...teasing each other, flirting with each other and exchanged a few innocent kisses..................... then started up a game of motor boat................(okay its not a game .. but it sure was fun) ..........................more shots ..................(not the crazy part) Then decided to head to another bar ... on the way .. cousin is flashing on coming cars and screaming at every man driving by... (not the crazy part) gfriend is scraping her finger nails along her arms staring off into space mumbling to herself .........(the beginning of the crazy part)................................ Got to the bar .. some more shots ............................. more dancing .........................
Then i get a tap on my shoulder .................... a beautiful blond ask if she can talk to me..... i get up and notice gfriend is crying at one of the tables ... screaming that she is a bad girl ......................looking for something to hurt herself .................(this is the crazy part).....she is sitting there scraping her fingers on the table ripping through the cloth. All i could think to do is pull her out of the bar............... she is screaming that she was bad and needed to be punished... (not the flirty "spank me im a bad girl" kind either.) As i looked at her she has a glazed look in her eyes banging on the wall. Is she drunk? Only had two drinks .. i dont know at that point. Her bfriend (R) comes out and starts to talk to her ... i go inside to apologize to the blond. ... she tells me that while sitting there gfriend was flirting with her asking if she wanted to have a threesome with her and her boyfriend .. the blond kindly turned her down .. and then as if a finger snapped gfriend started to yell and call herself a badgirl. I said i was sorry and bought her a drink for being so kind.... i walked outside R is just staring at her ... she is crying and hitting on him ... i walk over to hear the conversation .. "he raped me he raped me ..." i look at boyfriend and tell him, "make the call or I will" Me and R have both worked for a psych hospital .. we are aware of the behaviors .. we both knew she wasnt drunk... the moment the word was out of my mouth as if another finger snap she says, "No im fine .." (no more tears and she is now a good girl) "Im fine Im fine .. they cant know they cant know .." (okay i dont know who they are but they cant know) "R make the call or I will" she screamed at me and then started to swing her arms at me ... "dont take me back .. they are just going to drug me"
Me "make the call or I will"
R to gfriend... "willingly or do we have to call the cops" she went in willingly ... when she got into the car she turns to R "i told you i was crazy" me and R looked at each other a little weirded out .. i told him i would meet him there in a few minutes.
I got to the hospital along with all the other chicas and waiting for R ... when all the papers were signed we headed to IHOP to settle for the night. Found out she has been admitted before and has a family history of mental illness ... she was on meds for different treatments... She had been hospitalized for mental behaviors and was released on the agreement she would get help. (she didn't get the help .. never told R her situation) On the drive R looks at me and says "if a girl tells you she is crazy what would your thought be?" I say ... "cousin crazy .. she drinks too much and flashes all kinds of men walking down her path..........." he says "Thats what i was thinking too ... when she told me i never thought committed to a psych hospital crazy"
we both smiled and went in for breakfast.
My saturday night was "Crazy"

2 Comments:

Blogger Will McKinley said...

That was an incredible story.

11:10 PM  
Blogger mekayla said...

UPDATE:
It was a fun night and i met another wonderful girl who i will be hanging out with next weekend .. (assuming her gfriend will not be coming into town.)
GFriend is out of the hospital and i think doing good. R no longer wants anything to do with her. Crazy is Crazy and that is just too much for him right now.

2:20 PM  

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