damn im pooped ...

my 1st day working out .. yup i joined a gym... i figured i could use some toning up as well as shedding a few pounds .. damn i am pooped. I went in hopeing to get some cardio .. 1st machine ... stair stepper .. wrong move .. 3 minutes into it .. my legs wanted to clapse from under me .. well i forced in 10 minutes then moved to the treadmill .. got about 20 minutes .. or so .. did pretty good .. i guess ...
then worked my legs ..
Suppose to head out with R and gfriend .. i hope he is ready to carry me .. my legs feel like jello .. luckily we are headed for dinner and then a strip club .. so i can just lay back and chill while watching naked dancers ..
aside from all that .. dad is really pissing me off ... he decided that he would brag to his son on how he took care of his youngest daughter... (my half sister ... 10 years younger than me) sent her a 17 thousand dollar check for back child support ...
okay the problem .. he had 4 children with my mom and never sent child support ... rumor has it that he has two other sons .. somewhere in the world .. maybe mexico .. maybe north texas .. some where .. didnt support them either .. so why 17 thousand to her? well cant say .. but the rest of us .. my sibling and myself are a tad bit upset ... we are all adults we know .. but maybe if he had paid child support we could have gone to college instead of working right out of high school .. maybe we could have done more activities ..instead of being limited to the ones that are free... maybe we could have had better clothes in school....actual basketball shoes for my games ..
.. too late to complain .. but it is still bothering me ..

oh well im off for some steak and titties