Sunday afternoon??

and i am wiped. The last 4 days have really taken its toll. Thursday's drama turned into a 2 hour meeting with the manager. 2 hours of accusing me of being mean. Being controlling, belittling my co-worker. 2 hours of blaming me for being violent. 2 hours of offending my co-workers. 2 hours of lies. I couldnt believe it. I have never been violent in my life. Never thrown a punch .. probably dont even really know how to make a proper fist. I have never swung at any one and never had reason too. Who accused me? J ---- she has worked at my current job for about a year... started about 2 months after me.... disturbing part.. i worked with her at my last job. She followed me here. We have personality clashes.. i know it .. she should know it .. everyone knows it. We had clashes (arguements) at our last job. Seriously getting into stupid overly dramatic arguements that didnt lead to anything. I left my last job... not because of her .. though it was a plus that i would no longer have to deal with her .. but because my current job offered stable hours, and higher pay. She followed. She knew i was working there .. she knew that i was the trainer and would be training her .. she knew that i was liked at the new job... she took the position without complaint... At least no complaint until her first day working with me .. then it was an all out blow out. She accused me of belittling her .. treating her as if she was stupid .. then treating her as if she knew everything .. treating her as if she should know what she is doing and treating her as if she didnt know anything... and reported me ...
Nothing was done because it was a complete lie. She has done it more times than i can count. Nothing is ever done. NONE OF IT IS EVER TRUE. she has had blow out with everyone in the department... though you cant write up employees for having personal conflicts. Nothing gets done. Thursday .. meeting with the manager to confront each other and address the problems. Did it work ... not to me. While she cried for 2 hours, i sat and listened to her accuse me over and over of how i treat her unfairly... i dont treat her like everyone else .. i treat her like everyone else ... i speak loudly to her .. though when i address her i lower my voice .. she just wanted me to treat her like i would the queen. I have a loud voice by nature ... im loud .. in every aspect .. though because of where we work i normally dont talk much .. no one does. We are there to work ... Oddly enough she talks loud as well. She talks from the moment she clocks in to the moment she clocks out. All damn day ... i listened to her accuse me .. i am the reason she is going to need therapy .. and she claims i have always tormented her even at our last job.... ***whistle*** our last job?? .. if it was that terrible why did you follow me? its a reverse fatal SWF kind of drama. i left after two hours .. i thought that would be it .. at least for the week. I was wrong. On Friday I got called into the HR department .. apparently someone called in a complaint on me. (they gave my name) the caller claimed that they had witnessed me doing coke.... COKE???? Oh hell no .. i dont mess with that shit .. NEVER. Im a pot head .. get it straight. Big difference. i understand that i might loose my job because the pot will show up in the DNA test they did on my hair. i will accept that. But COKE??? who the hell accused me of doing coke. Not only that .. their claim was that I coke up before work. I go in at 9 am ... i would have to be really coke addicted to start before 9. Working there a year and a half .. there would have been signs. So i may loose my job. damn ... who could it be .. every sign points to J. That bitch. i will go and talk to HR tomorrow. admit to my pot use and apologize for not coming clean about it friday .. but i will not accept being accused of coke. I cant .. i dont do it ... if i did, i would come clean about that. Now i sit .. wondering where my "friends" are .. not one call asking how i was .. not one person wondering how i was holding up .. i keep thinking its not like someone called me a bitch on the play ground.... i am accused of doing coke and may loose my job .. where are my "friends"? damn ... reality sucks ... then the shocker ... what if it wasnt J. then who could it be .. if i look over my shoulder.. who am i looking for? who would betray me in such a manner? who is the pussy? please come foward and face me ... oh well ... i face my fate on monday and the unemployment line on tuesday .. woohoo ...
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