facing disgrace

In order to change, someone must proclaim a change in you. In order to be different someone else must see a difference in you. Without the views of others, you are nothing .. so here i am trying to change the views of others in order to be a better person.

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Location: Texas, United States

Im an easy going open minded person just trying to enjoy life reguardless of how many bumps my be on the road. oh and i also have a sexual addiction.

5.13.2006

Love and Lust

is the difference between spit and swallow .. at least it may lead to one hell of a stomach ache.
Odd isnt it .. the things that we talk about at work. A girl swallowed her boyfriends juice for the first time in 2 years. Story continued with her waking with a stomach ache at 3 in the morning. Swallow or not to swallow .. her boyfriend loved it .. felt that it brought them closer. Yea to the toliet in which she then spit up the left overs. Completely disgusting .. but funny as hell.
At least she didnt have to get her stomach pumped.
Work is all good again. I received an email in which i was told .. "The rabbit lives ... your not coked up .. haha ... all is clear and done... No more worries." woohoo .. i get to keep working a job that i really wouldnt have missed. I had already put in a few applications and i hope to be interviewed for one.
911 dispatch .. i think it would be great.
Im on the dating scene ..................woohoo .. DATING .. what a concept .. Not dating much .. ive had a lunch date with stu ... that was fun .. great conversation and we are now seeing where things will lead ..(I think) i suppose that schedules are difficult to work around but we have hung out a couple of times since then and have had fun. Waiting to do it again. (stu i know your reading this... so dont get offended)
Experience to remember? ... i found myself uttering the words .. "I knew you had kids .. i didnt know you meant you had your kids..." as in with him ..... on the date ... now that was intersting.
A movie date ....(stay at home movie date) ....... he is a great father .. and cute kids ... toddlers to be exact. Ive heard about the just add father insta family... even seen it being done...
I walked in .. father, kids, and a little dog ... just add me !! No second date .. at least not yet .. im still letting it all settle in.
oh well ... off to see the world.

8 Comments:

Blogger Will McKinley said...

I'm glad to hear that everything is cool for you at work. Did the test show positive for weed?

6:33 PM  
Blogger mekayla said...

honestly .. no .. which is odd since i had smoked up to the night before .. less than 8 hours before then test ..
but nothing was done .......woohoo...

12:10 PM  
Blogger Will McKinley said...

that is good news.

The pot gods were with you.

5:29 PM  
Blogger mekayla said...

yea ... I agree ...

and to repay them i have gone 9 days without it ....
damn ... life is more stressful than i imagined .. haha

7:31 PM  
Blogger Will McKinley said...

the good thing is, the next time you smoke you will get a better-than-average buzz.

Sometimes I will go on the wagon for a few days just for that reason.

11:09 AM  
Blogger mekayla said...

That is so true .. last night i smoked a sacrificial fatty in order to give thanks to the gods... and it was good.
10 days ... what a buzz!

2:11 PM  
Blogger Will McKinley said...

glad to hear you are off the wagon.

5:49 PM  
Blogger mekayla said...

off the wagon -- on the wagon .. short trip ..

I enjoyed it ..

10:05 PM  

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