I just feel ...

so naked today. So exposed.
A stayed with me last night. I forgot that it was Sunday night and I volunteered to picked him up. (mostly cause i didnt want him driving around drunk and tired from the beach) We went to bed last night not worried about a thing and this morning i realized It was Monday. DAMN!!! I was left to rush around to take him home before work. It wouldnt have been so bad except, he was being nice and grabbing all my things while we headed out the door and he forgot my cell phone. Now i feel so empty.
So here i am wondering how a stupid cell phone can make me feel as if i missing out. I keep thinking im going to miss an important call or something. An important call that i wouldnt have been able to take even if i had it with me. so why do i feel exposed?
Today is what "the monday's" are all about.
haha ... "the monday's" ........................ i hate that expression. "you got a serious case of the monday's" I'm not sure what movie it came out on .. but it annoyed me then and it annoys me now. and yet i find it funny that it popped in my head today.
Aside from missing my cell phone i feel as if i just finished a boxing match. No correction, i feel as if i just lost a boxing match. My left eye is hurting and almost swollen, my hands hurt, and my knee is sore. what kind of shit did A do to me last night?
Crazy ...............................................