Dream Works .. (again)
Ever feel trapped in a dream cycle. Every night the same theme appears in your dreams. That has been happening to me. I am a true believer that God does speak to us in our dreams and that every dream has a meaning. Now to figure out the meaning or the message. I just cant get it.
It begins with me waiting at a store. My brother and his gfriend appear with the kids. They hand over my nephew and take off to the pool at the end of the store. i slowly walk around the store and make my way to the back room. When i walk in i turn left and walk along the back wall .... there is a pool in the center that my brother and his girlfriend are swimming in along with her son. There is a door at the far end of the room and one to my right. I am now holding my nephew (who is still 2 months old) and talking to him. No wait im talking with him. And i am fully aware that its strange that he can talk since he is only 2 months old. He says something about the weather and i agree. At that moment i realize that there is a gang of men walking in from the far door. I place my nephew in his carrier and scoot the carrier behind my legs in hopes that they dont spot him. Another rival gang is walking in from the door to my right. They are facing each other and now i am completely blocked off from my brother. I am terrified. My body shaking and tears are beginning to form in my eyes. A gun goes off. I hold back my screams. I realize that noone was hit so i pick up the carrier and try to sneak out of the room safely. When i reach the door i turn back to look at what is now an all out brawl. Punches are being thrown knives are swinging and gun are being shot. When i look closer i realize that there are no blades on the knives and the guns dont have any bullets. Also at every punch contact is never made. I thought it was odd and walked out the door. I walked into what i acknowledge as my bedroom and begin to fix my hair. I run my fingers through it and make sure that its perfect. Then when i walk away from the mirror i look down and realize there is glitter covering the floor. I thought about it for a bit and realize that as i am running my fingers through my hair it begins to fall out .... in clumps. All of my hair is falling to the floor. I then fall to the floor craying and yelling. A woman i assume is my mother comes to hold me as i cry and i instantly knew that the time had caught up to me. I thought to myself .. i knew i would loose my hair and the time came that i did. I wasnt crying as to the shock of it all but the timing.
I then woke up.
It begins with me waiting at a store. My brother and his gfriend appear with the kids. They hand over my nephew and take off to the pool at the end of the store. i slowly walk around the store and make my way to the back room. When i walk in i turn left and walk along the back wall .... there is a pool in the center that my brother and his girlfriend are swimming in along with her son. There is a door at the far end of the room and one to my right. I am now holding my nephew (who is still 2 months old) and talking to him. No wait im talking with him. And i am fully aware that its strange that he can talk since he is only 2 months old. He says something about the weather and i agree. At that moment i realize that there is a gang of men walking in from the far door. I place my nephew in his carrier and scoot the carrier behind my legs in hopes that they dont spot him. Another rival gang is walking in from the door to my right. They are facing each other and now i am completely blocked off from my brother. I am terrified. My body shaking and tears are beginning to form in my eyes. A gun goes off. I hold back my screams. I realize that noone was hit so i pick up the carrier and try to sneak out of the room safely. When i reach the door i turn back to look at what is now an all out brawl. Punches are being thrown knives are swinging and gun are being shot. When i look closer i realize that there are no blades on the knives and the guns dont have any bullets. Also at every punch contact is never made. I thought it was odd and walked out the door. I walked into what i acknowledge as my bedroom and begin to fix my hair. I run my fingers through it and make sure that its perfect. Then when i walk away from the mirror i look down and realize there is glitter covering the floor. I thought about it for a bit and realize that as i am running my fingers through my hair it begins to fall out .... in clumps. All of my hair is falling to the floor. I then fall to the floor craying and yelling. A woman i assume is my mother comes to hold me as i cry and i instantly knew that the time had caught up to me. I thought to myself .. i knew i would loose my hair and the time came that i did. I wasnt crying as to the shock of it all but the timing.
I then woke up.
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