So ...

I've been spending alot of time with my brother and new nepehew. ALOT of time. I love my nephew... He is the most gorgeous baby ever. But i am starting to get the impression that my brother only invites me over to get a break from the baby. I know its a bad thought. But honestly, he calls me daily. "come see the baby, come have dinner" I walk in the door and he hands over the baby and a bottle. "wanna feed the baby?" "wanna change the baby?"
And i feed him and i change him and i put him to sleep then his its his brothers turn. Time to read or play. Its fun .. i can read all the words in the kids books .. haha .. i become his hero.
I put the jigsaw puzzle together and he is instantly amazed. I wish it was that simple to amaze men.

But im wiped. Babies and toddlers take alot out of a girl.
Work still sucks. Old lady still not on her own... i dont know what to do. And even worse .. she is now getting on my nerves. She is now getting into my things. Looking through my drawers and papers. J is no longer causing trouble which is good and we have actually had 3 conversations that didnt end in an arguement.
A is cool again .. he has let go of the whole poop thing... and is coming over to hang out again.
That is great.
No more dates with "da baby daddy" ---- i guess it just wasnt meant to be. Oh well ...
I am now back in contact with my ex-husband .. he is good... seriously depressed but good.