Monday .. what a day ..
woke up late for work .. and is been a pretty boring day so far. The weekend went well .. got a suprise call from P. hadnt heard from him in a couple of weeks. He wanted to come a stay with me for a while. I told him i had a date and i think that must have upset him .. haha .. he told me he would call when he got off of work but i fell asleep and didnt hear the phone ring. L called on saturday .. piss drunk .. had a interesting conversation. But luckily he was out of town and i was able to stay a good girl .. A called saturday night and planned a date for sunday .. i was actually looking forward to it. I had some other plans but figured i would be free around 830 or 9. so he went to the beach .. of coarse it got late and he didnt get back into town till about 9 .. i was still tied up so we postponed our "date" for tonight. It should be fun.
While talking with some friends religion came up .. a very taboo topic i suppose .. but it was fun.
it amazes me at times when you hear testimonies of those who have coquered their past lives and have now seen the TRUTH. How quickly it seems that they forget the path they traveled. to get there. Some people just grab hold of faith and hold on for dear life .. to me it seems that these people (the ones that cannot have a discussion without finding offense to other opinions) talk about faith and truth and yet have no knowledge to back up what they have faith in or wht the truth is. It seems to me that they have grabbed a hold so strong to this new found faith that if ever there was a wind strong enough to move the rope they would simply fall off and it would be a great fall. i am a practicing catholic.. i am strong in my faith and read the bible regularly .. but i am also an addict .. that is weak against temption. i have accepted my strengths and my faults. As i would love to be able to say that i can win the war against my addictions without turning back is simply ignorant. the reality is that no matter how strong you are in your faith .. you will fall .. that is simply a human aspect.. i dont know where i am going with that ..
its almost 5 and time to go home ..
While talking with some friends religion came up .. a very taboo topic i suppose .. but it was fun.
it amazes me at times when you hear testimonies of those who have coquered their past lives and have now seen the TRUTH. How quickly it seems that they forget the path they traveled. to get there. Some people just grab hold of faith and hold on for dear life .. to me it seems that these people (the ones that cannot have a discussion without finding offense to other opinions) talk about faith and truth and yet have no knowledge to back up what they have faith in or wht the truth is. It seems to me that they have grabbed a hold so strong to this new found faith that if ever there was a wind strong enough to move the rope they would simply fall off and it would be a great fall. i am a practicing catholic.. i am strong in my faith and read the bible regularly .. but i am also an addict .. that is weak against temption. i have accepted my strengths and my faults. As i would love to be able to say that i can win the war against my addictions without turning back is simply ignorant. the reality is that no matter how strong you are in your faith .. you will fall .. that is simply a human aspect.. i dont know where i am going with that ..
its almost 5 and time to go home ..
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