facing disgrace

In order to change, someone must proclaim a change in you. In order to be different someone else must see a difference in you. Without the views of others, you are nothing .. so here i am trying to change the views of others in order to be a better person.

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Location: Texas, United States

Im an easy going open minded person just trying to enjoy life reguardless of how many bumps my be on the road. oh and i also have a sexual addiction.

2.20.2006

The winner is .. Door #4

after considering my options for this weekend, i decided i should just stay home and keep myself out of trouble. I called my friend and his gfiend and told them that i was tired and about to take a nap and would call them later. I then called my friend up north and told him i decided just to stay in town and would catch him on another weekend. Finally i called A and told him that i would be busy but i would call him back when i got home to check if he still needed a place to crash. I figured it was saturday night and i was in the clear. well around 830 i get a text message that said .. im picking up beer and me and my friend are coming over. damn ... it was L.... my ex... yippie .. oh well we are still on good speaking terms so i figured it wouldnt be that bad. but after smoking some toke, drinking some beer and playing some darts things werent so innocent. all it takes is one touch and i am done. especially when he knows exactly where my weak spots are. we talked about old times. sharing and remembering... i think he was acting as if he was telling his friend about the times we had .. he looked as if he was just wanting to remember it for himself. we exchanged flirty glances that turned into quick and cheap feels. then into some hugs and finally some kisses. we acted as if we were some sex crazed teenagers trying not to get caught. was it the alcohol? maybe the smoking that did it.
the night was taking a turn. I finally had to get up and go to my room .. (thats were bad girls go .. haha ) didnt take long for him to follow me. things started to heat up rather quickly and about 10 minutes into it .. we were reminded that we were not alone. oh well .. they had to leave, i guess i wasnt being a good hostess....
in the morning i was headed out for a day trip to SA just to have some fun with my cousins. my alarm was set for 8 my wake up call arrived at 730. it was L .. wanting to finish what we started the night before. it was cold and i stayed under the covers as we talked. then he started to give me a foot massage.. he always said that it relaxed him ..
he has a foot fettish .. i dont think it was relaxing as much as it is a turn on.. and i now have a great admiration for those with foot fettishes. it was an extream turn on for me was well .. maybe i am just weak .. well maybe not weak as much as easily turned on. we fucked around for over an hour . ..i had to call it quits... my cousins were waiting to take off. so after cleaning up i jumped in my car and headed out .. the trip was great. It was the escape i needed to catch my breath.
now to face another week of work and paying bills.

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