facing disgrace

In order to change, someone must proclaim a change in you. In order to be different someone else must see a difference in you. Without the views of others, you are nothing .. so here i am trying to change the views of others in order to be a better person.

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Location: Texas, United States

Im an easy going open minded person just trying to enjoy life reguardless of how many bumps my be on the road. oh and i also have a sexual addiction.

2.22.2006

dream interpretation.

two nights ago i had a dream.
It started with me laying on the edge of my bed. as i laid there my ex L came in and laid on the bed next to me. At first i was shocked wondering what he was doing there. I kept telling him that he didnt belong in my bed. A few minutes passed and there was a knock on my door. I get off the bed, well i attempt to get off the bed and for some reason it seems that L is holding me there. I finally get free and walk towards the front door. as i pass the doorway betweeen my bedroom and the living room i notice there are alot of people coming in from the back door. I try to make my way to the front door to see who it is but i keep getting distracted by the people coming from the back door. I happen to notice that the people coming in were all guys from my past. the knock at the front door continued but i finally had to go close the back door instead to stop people from coming in. i woke up before i made it to the front door.

so what could that dream possibly mean? well i took a couple of classes in dream interpretation and if i put those theories to test. the front door represents my future... the back door represents my past. the people coming in from the back door is probably my past keeping me from moving to my future or getting to my future. Sounds reasonable. I still cant figure out what the bedroom and L being there represents. i can assume that the bedroom represents a personal private area in my life. but what role does L play? also to believe that everything in dreams are symbolic, L would not be himself but a symbol of something. Now to figure out what.
Tonight i am getting together with A, should be fun. I think we are going to dinner. and he is planning on staying with me tonight. I never know what to expect though.

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