Random thoughts............

... my arm is numb... cant think of why but its making typing a little hard. its been numb for a while now ...maybe two or so hours..... the tingling continues through my fingers. today i cant concentrate .. too much on my mind. Too many battles trying to start up on the same field. which one do i face first...
my fingers almost hurt... diet and exercise... thats what i need to do .. i need to get healthy .. then maybe the circulation will get better. its it weird when you cant think and yet your mind doesnt slow down. carpel tunnel .. that could be the reason too .. i should have gotten tested last year when i was suppose to .. i had all the symptom but it cost way too much ..the doctor said i had it .. the test is just to comfirm it ..
i woke up this morning feeling sick .....extreamly nausiated. .. when im sick my skin becomes blotchy .. so its pretty hard to pretend and hide the way i feel .. it shows through my skin.. it looks like i just broke out in a huge rash .. or had an allergic reaction to lotion ... wait .. i just started using a new lotion on my face ... hhmmm... well when my skin breaks out like that i cant even use makeup .. makeup will just irritate my skin more. today i also have to go visit with my mom .. she is going to ask about my skin .. then complain that i dont eat right. she will also tell me i need to exercise so that i will start to feel better. i already know that ..
i cant remember what i usually do on tuesdays...
monday i have dinner with friends . wednesday is practice thursday is game night .. friday dinner with family .. what do i do on tuesdays .. i know i usually have something to do ..
maybe dinner with A ... i forgot to call him to make sure he found a place to stay for a while ..
i'll have to call him today ..
how can i improve the circulation to my hands... too many random thoughts.. cant get them straight.