I don't know ..
I really don't.
Ever feel like you just want to stop? I mean really, just stop going to work, stop trying to understand. Just Stop.
Don't take me wrong, I'm not depressed or angry or anything... I think i might just be nothing ... okay maybe tired. Tired of the drama here at work. Tired of trying to figure out what everyone means when they say what you want to hear rather than their own thoughts. Tired of people being two-faced, and stupid.
So we are short handed at work. Another girl is needing to trade to days or might have to quit. I am in need of more money (switching to nights) or I might have to quit to get a higher paying job. Going to nights would mean a 20% increase in pay which would help out a great deal. And i would be able to keep my job and possible have a chance to go back to school in the spring. Rather than just allow me and the other girl to switch, the manager is willing risk losing us both and put a hold on schedule changes. At least until things settle down. The problem with that is that we have such a high turn over that things will never settle down.
Then there is so much "she said and she said and then she said....." that noone knows what is really being said and i really dont care anyways. I think it all needs to stop. Can't trust anyone that i work with because I don't know who really said what and why. One reason?? "She" (whoever she happens to be at the moment) said one thing to one person and will turn right around and say something completely different to someone else. Then that someone else goes to another someone else and says, "well she said that you said that i said that she said .. " and its too much for anyone to understand.
I just want to move to nights and get away from the drama (and make more money).
Won't happen, the manager won't allow it which i beleive is the worst decision to make for the department. Even worse is that we are 6 ladies that work here. 6 .... ladies .. shouldn't things run alittle more smoothly? So for that i haven't given much thought on what to blog about... i have a lot of ideas just can't get them straight.
Ever feel like you just want to stop? I mean really, just stop going to work, stop trying to understand. Just Stop.
Don't take me wrong, I'm not depressed or angry or anything... I think i might just be nothing ... okay maybe tired. Tired of the drama here at work. Tired of trying to figure out what everyone means when they say what you want to hear rather than their own thoughts. Tired of people being two-faced, and stupid.
So we are short handed at work. Another girl is needing to trade to days or might have to quit. I am in need of more money (switching to nights) or I might have to quit to get a higher paying job. Going to nights would mean a 20% increase in pay which would help out a great deal. And i would be able to keep my job and possible have a chance to go back to school in the spring. Rather than just allow me and the other girl to switch, the manager is willing risk losing us both and put a hold on schedule changes. At least until things settle down. The problem with that is that we have such a high turn over that things will never settle down.
Then there is so much "she said and she said and then she said....." that noone knows what is really being said and i really dont care anyways. I think it all needs to stop. Can't trust anyone that i work with because I don't know who really said what and why. One reason?? "She" (whoever she happens to be at the moment) said one thing to one person and will turn right around and say something completely different to someone else. Then that someone else goes to another someone else and says, "well she said that you said that i said that she said .. " and its too much for anyone to understand.
I just want to move to nights and get away from the drama (and make more money).
Won't happen, the manager won't allow it which i beleive is the worst decision to make for the department. Even worse is that we are 6 ladies that work here. 6 .... ladies .. shouldn't things run alittle more smoothly? So for that i haven't given much thought on what to blog about... i have a lot of ideas just can't get them straight.
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