damn .. almost a week ..
since my last post... what is up with me? gettin lazy i guess. Maybe just depressed. Okay not really .. but life is starting to suck, or is it just gettin busy? My week is now jam packed with shit to do. Everyday is work from 9 to 5 .. i love those bankers hours. But after work .. it goes something like this.. Monday .. real life. Yea im going again. Turns out that if i really want to change my bad habits, i actually need to do something about it. So i am trying. Tuesday meetings, and then dinner with ma. Wednesday Journy of Faith. I, even with my faults, have been asked to help in the coarse. Thursday is game night .. and Friday is dinner with the family ... but that may be moved to Saturday. Sometime during all that crap is laundry night.
I have not spoken to A since the party, i just can't get myself to think that i can be friends with him if he does have something against gays. He has been totally cool with me, but i have been told by so many people that its different for two chics to be together and so not cool for two dudes to be together. Well its all the same to me and all of my friends are gay. I cannot understand how in todays society he has never come across two homosexual guys. But then again P aslo told me that in all his years he has only known 2 guys that were gay. But his thoughts about gay people is so fucked up. And so is A's. So i dont talk to him any more. :( two years and its done. I need to meet some gay friendly hetrosexuals that i can get along with.
R is still in the dumps. Has yet to get a job, or bathe. I have already done what i could, if he is to come out of the depression it is by his own moves .. no one can make him do it.
No more fishin, apparently Stu is completely offended by me. It happens. I guess. Goes back to different views of life. We all come from different parts of the world.. i guess im from the wrong part of the tracks .. haha
Been working all week .. at work now .. and i still have 5 days before my next day off.
Im tired and can't think ..
P is coming around a little more .. its nice to have him around. Unfortunately is was shipped out of town to work on some wells further down south. Not sure when he will be back again.
I have not spoken to A since the party, i just can't get myself to think that i can be friends with him if he does have something against gays. He has been totally cool with me, but i have been told by so many people that its different for two chics to be together and so not cool for two dudes to be together. Well its all the same to me and all of my friends are gay. I cannot understand how in todays society he has never come across two homosexual guys. But then again P aslo told me that in all his years he has only known 2 guys that were gay. But his thoughts about gay people is so fucked up. And so is A's. So i dont talk to him any more. :( two years and its done. I need to meet some gay friendly hetrosexuals that i can get along with.
R is still in the dumps. Has yet to get a job, or bathe. I have already done what i could, if he is to come out of the depression it is by his own moves .. no one can make him do it.
No more fishin, apparently Stu is completely offended by me. It happens. I guess. Goes back to different views of life. We all come from different parts of the world.. i guess im from the wrong part of the tracks .. haha
Been working all week .. at work now .. and i still have 5 days before my next day off.
Im tired and can't think ..
P is coming around a little more .. its nice to have him around. Unfortunately is was shipped out of town to work on some wells further down south. Not sure when he will be back again.
posted by mekayla | 8:19 AM
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