Some People just make me sick!!

Situation: I

My perception is MY TRUTH

Two men sitting on opposite sides of the table are asked to tell their side of the story... and facts only facts are wanted. A bunny is placed in the center of the table, turns and runs north. First man says the bunny is placed in the center of the table turned left and ran off the table .. second man says the bunny is placed in the center of the table turned right and ran off the table.... Who is right? Perception is truth.

To all those who seek truth, facts and only facts, must be open to the idea of perception. 72 degree weather may be warm when temps are rising from a freezing night and yet 72 degree will be cool when the temps are dropping from a record breaking heat.

People, oh my people, stop trying to convince me to accept your truth as my own. I am an adult! with the ability to judge events accordingly. I am able to see, touch ,taste, and FEEL everything around me. Accept who I am and where i come from. Accept that my past is MY PAST. Nothing you say will make it different in my head. i dont care if you saw things differently and our views are not the same. Yes we come from the same state, city, neighborhood, and even the same family. Your perception of our childhood is not and will not be the same as mine. View your parents as you wish .. that is your truth. I will not argue your view, i will not try to convince you otherwise. Understand that even under the same roof, my view of our parents are different. You chose to run to dad for refuge .. he is your hero .. not mine........ he is still the man who left a woman with 4 children to raise.. i the youngest, yet not born. your views of him i will respect .. but they will never be my views. Respect that.

Situation: II

all women are bitches:

all men are assholes.

get use to it.

if you have yet to be a bitch, you will be one before you die... if you have yet to be an asshole, you too will be one before you die.

some situations ask for you to be a bitch or an asshole and you will not resolve the problem without accepting that role.

To: Xgfriend: get over it.. he left you .. you've been broken up for almost 2 yrs. Stop harrassing him. Your desperate pleas are simply our friday night entertainment. okay he is kinky ... promising to try new things is not working. dont arrange threesome with him, you along with another girl just to try and get him back. Dont get yourself into these situations hoping he will come back to you .. (yes we have heard about it all) he doesnt want you. stop holding his things hostage. it was weak of you to offer your "help" while he was in iraq fighting for this country .. offereing to keep his things safe while he was at war. now you wont give them back .. all because he wont take you along with his 20 inch color t.v.? oh, and please tell me contacting his folks trying to find him was just a rumor? really? did you sink so low as to cry to his mother? 2 damn fucking years .. let him go .. give him back his shit .. and move on!! oh and the whole calling him to remind him of what an asshole he is .. not helping .. if he is such a jack ass .. why do you want him back? and .. by the way driving around town till you found what hotel he was staying just because you heard he was in town .. all night? that is insane. (now it kept us laughing for a while.. but we voted and we decided that you should be committed)

To: R: really .. still answering her pages? phone calls? emails? still listening to her bitch about how horrible you were... how terrible you are .. and how messed up you left her...

does all that bitching improve your self esteem? really? do you still want to try to be friends. she has called you names.. she has held your things hostage .. she contacted your folks... who live in a different state ... to find you .. are you serious? change your damn number ... i know you've already done that .. three times ... next time stop trying to be nice .. and dont give it to her. She is making me sick with her insanity. allowing her to even say one word to you is not helping her. she needs a slap of reality... please grow a pair and tell her your done .. and mean it .. let her know that you have a new gfriend. nothing is worth this .. no matter how much your things cost .. trust me .. you will never see them again ... no matter how many times she promises to give them back to you .. there will always .. i repeat ALWAYS be a reason why she cant give them to you. your things are all that she has. Your things are the last string she has connecting her to you ... as long as she has your things and you still want them .. she has reason to keep harrassing you and acting crazy.

just make peace with it .. and move on. i know you dont want to be mean .. you are trying to be nice .. trying to be considerate .. but its not helping her ... some situations call for you to be an asshole... this is one of those times.

Situation: III

whew!!!!!

im done ranting .. i'll be nicer in person ..

but right now .. i just had to say it ..

its out .. out of my chest .. out of my mouth ...

off my breathe and into the world ..

where my words land .. noone will ever know.