facing disgrace

In order to change, someone must proclaim a change in you. In order to be different someone else must see a difference in you. Without the views of others, you are nothing .. so here i am trying to change the views of others in order to be a better person.

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Location: Texas, United States

Im an easy going open minded person just trying to enjoy life reguardless of how many bumps my be on the road. oh and i also have a sexual addiction.

3.16.2006

T.B.T.U!!!!!

Tonight belongs to us!!!
So yesturday after work, i met up with R and his folks. Sure enough gfriend wasnt there. We went to eat mexican food .. being from Virginia they really wanted the taste of south texas. Not the restaurant that i would have picked but oh well, It was good. My cousin had also wanted to meet up last night so i figured it was good to be going early, then i would still have time to spend with her. A has also been trying to find some free time to come over since i had not seen him in a while, at least not by ourselves. So i figured i had the night planned. Dinner with R should be over around 730 or 8 the latest.... Dessert with cousin should be done by 9 or 930 .. that would still be early enough to get together with A. So on my way to dinner A calls that he just has to work on a friends jeep and then he would be over... cool .. plans sound pretty good so far... dinner lasted till 930. Coversation was amazing and the folks are pretty laid back. Time just flew... well around that time cousin is pretty anxious .. so i call it a night with them and head to IHOP. I call A on the way and he told me that things werent as simple as he thought and was taking more time than he had hoped for . I told him that i was on my way to IHOP and he said good .. he should be able to meet up with me soon. As i was getting close to wrapping things up at IHOP C and cowboy kid call that they are on their way to join us. It was almost 11 by then .. 20 minutes later i was done and cousin was done so we went ahead and started to leave. C calls me up to make sure im still there .. he was just pulling into the parking lot. So there i was talking to him for a while. i figured it just wasnt the night to be with A. I was actually looking forward to it. 20 minutes later we said our goodbyes.......... i went and dropped off cousin and headed home .. it was almost midnight .. there is no way hes coming over that late. We both have to work in the morning. So i get home and call him up just to see what he was doing. He quickly said .. "oh wait .. be right there .. bye " and hangs up. i didnt know what to think. He called back a few minutes later and told me that he just got a moment to breathe .. and he was on his way. i was glad to hear it .. midnight and i too just had a chance to breathe... hadnt been home since i left to work at 7 am .. and 17 hours later... the night belong to us.
he walked in the door and i felt the day just leave me .. we talked for almost an hour laying back on the couch holding hands with the tv going on in the back ground.... i love to hear him talk .. the way he gets excited about life and work .. and fishing.. its amazing how the day rushed about me and in an instant all is calm and beautiful again. he told me that he missed these moments with me and that is why he made sure to come over last night, even if it was after midnight. It amazes me .. we have been friends for 2 years.. never once had i thought about loving him and yet the love is there .. it only became clear to me last night. I can only hope that our friendship will last a long time. the night ended with us falling asleep in each others arms .. and this morning started the same way ... It was great.

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